The More

The more you love me,

The more I die inside,

That which you call love is killing me,

And now I can’t live without you,

What have you done to me?

I was warned about people of your kind

But I didn’t take heed of their wise words,

The more you love me,

The more I hate you,

Just let me be,

I love me that way,

In the end your so called love will

Leave us both for dead,

It will fiercely stare at us

At our funeral place,

The more I know you, the more you

Trap me in your solemn world,

Why can’t you love me and not show it?

Hate me and I’ll love you instead,

All I beg of you is not to love me.

Look Into My Eyes

Darken your realm by seeing the truth,

That which I hide from everyone ,

That which will kill me.

Look into my bleeding eyes and

See the pain I’m in,

My bleeding soul has lost its

Blood and now its numb,

Numb to the all the hurting

Of this dimension.

Silent as a grave though I’m,

My soul screams for the clock to stop

And turn back its decisive hands to

Make everything sweet again.

Look into my gloomy eyes

See that my soul has been victimized,

And now it won’t rest in peace,

Deceived by everyone,

I feel betrayed,

Am I living a lie? 

As you look into my eyes don’t be deceived by

The misleading innocence they illuminate,

Dreams of the silhouette saint take over

As night falls.