Tuesday, September 23, 2008

The Mask


Beneath the pain that kissed the hope away,
I smile each day as the sun's rays beam down my soul,
Thou speaketh the tongue of the unknown yet I
Understand thy thoughts that haunt thy,

Let the blade that pierce all known good kill thy pain
And release your heart's bleeding scream for salvation,
At last your face will be seen for the beauty it
Possess and the light will illuminate your
Soul with grace and wisdom.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Broken Wing


Trapped in deep sorrow like a defeated warrior
From a medieval battle,
The arrow of lost love pierced through my wing
And tore off its ligaments,

Thoughts of seeking refuge among the beasts below
Briefly haunt my hollow soul,
As I lose belief I begin to plunge down
Into darkness,

Like an angel you appeared with a sturdy heart
And flu us away to safety,
I’ll forever love you…

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Alone


Beneath the face recognized by
The dark angel lies a shade of sorrow
That seeks salvation from the bloodshed
That chased the light from the once
Sweet life,

Tormented by the emptiness she
Cleanses her mind in its own blood pool
As her heart beats in vain.

She longs for someone to pull her
From the life-gnawing dungeon
That her broken mind created.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

The Silent Words


What I did not say haunts me,
The thoughts that weren’t turned into
Words are slowly killing me,
It’s too late now, I’ve lost the chance
To be who I really Iam,

Guilt and desperation captivate my mind
As I lay here dying all alone,
Thoughts of you give me strength to take
Another breath,
But what I didn’t say is reason enough
For your hating me,

I feared you'd hate me if I had said
What my heart felt, I guess I didn’t trust my
Emotions because my heart isn’t smart,

What I didn’t say is the reason I can’t
Rest in peace, I messed up, I should have told
You, but the fear wouldn’t let me,
I believed them when they said it is a man’s
Weakness to fall in love,

My departure came abruptly, I dearly
Regret not loving you, Please forgive me?
Could you have loved me back?
I guess I’ll never know,

You shouldn’t shade your tears for me,
You will hurt me instead, Its not like you
Loved me,
All I beg of you is to erase me from your
World of splendor,

What I didn’t say made me hate you
Because of what you did to me,
The dreaded thoughts of you and the many sleepless
Nights are testimony to my mental torture,
By the time you read this, I’ll be
Long gone, to the land of the unknown,
Maybe I’ll meet you again…