Broken Wing

Trapped in deep sorrow like a defeated warrior

From a medieval battle,

The arrow of lost love pierced through my wing

And tore off its ligaments,

Thoughts of seeking refuge among the beasts below

Briefly haunt my hollow soul,

As I lose belief I begin to plunge down

Into darkness,

Like an angel you appeared with a sturdy heart

And flu us away to safety,

I’ll forever love you…

Alone

Beneath the face recognized by

The dark angel lies a shade of sorrow

That seeks salvation from the bloodshed

That chased the light from the once

Sweet life,

Tormented by the emptiness she

Cleanses her mind in its own blood pool

As her heart beats in vain.

She longs for someone to pull her

From the life-gnawing dungeon

That her broken mind created.

The Silent Words

What I did not say haunts me,

The thoughts that weren’t turned into

Words are slowly killing me,

It’s too late now, I’ve lost the chance

To be who I really Iam,

Guilt and desperation captivate my mind

As I lay here dying all alone,

Thoughts of you give me strength to take

Another breath,

But what I didn’t say is reason enough

For your hating me,

I feared you'd hate me if I had said

What my heart felt, I guess I didn’t trust my

Emotions because my heart isn’t smart,

What I didn’t say is the reason I can’t

Rest in peace, I messed up, I should have told

You, but the fear wouldn’t let me,

I believed them when they said it is a man’s

Weakness to fall in love,

My departure came abruptly, I dearly

Regret not loving you, Please forgive me?

Could you have loved me back?

I guess I’ll never know,

You shouldn’t shade your tears for me,

You will hurt me instead, Its not like you

Loved me,

All I beg of you is to erase me from your

World of splendor,

What I didn’t say made me hate you

Because of what you did to me,

The dreaded thoughts of you and the many sleepless

Nights are testimony to my mental torture,

By the time you read this, I’ll be

Long gone, to the land of the unknown,

Maybe I’ll meet you again…

My Dying Angel

It was a young cold night,

The wind blew viciously,

I Knew something horrible would happen.

The trees swirled from side

to side as their leaves

flew everywhere.

You lay on the straw bed

looking lifeless,

But I've not given up on you.

Thunder abruptly strikes as

flashes of lightning chase away the darkness.

Sheer shivers go down my

spine as you took your last breath,

I knew you'd given up the ghost that moment.

What must I feel now?

Sorrow Takes Over

Her thoughts punctured by her exhausted mind,

Like a vein torn to threads, it bleeds

From the thorns that lay within her,

Her vindictive spirit yells out loud as her

Faith lets up,

The silhouette that she has become

Hides her like a fallen leaf from

An oak tree,

Demons demonstrate their joy by pilhouetting

In her mind as she intimately falls in

Love with her sorrow…She looses

Grip on life as she takes her last breath.

Fading Susie

She talks to the owls and sleeps on the wall,

Her silhouette only appears in the absence of light

When she’s all alone.

She walks backwards to deceive they that hunter her soul,

She wants to be alive but without breathing and feeling,

Her conscience fades with the coming of her dark friend

Who will take her home.

She follows the fairies through the maze of her mind

Where she lays confused and disillusioned,

The hypnotic glowing eyes in the bush call for her presence

As she fades to a world of darkness.

The truth whispers silence as she longs to uncover

The façade of her wounded heart,

At the sight of the truth she stumbles and falls in love

With a mystic face of doom she knows not.

Don’t Let Go

Hold on to me love as I fall in love with my own sorrow,

Hold on to what we have for I will forever remain numb,

Keep my head above the water’s surface before I drown

Me in the pain again,

The debris of my broken heart isn’t too far apart,

So just hold on love,

The fear of loosing you deprives me of sweet sleep,

Loosing grip on a thing they call love, my heart has

Turned into sheer stone,

As I drown me in a lake of fear and misery,

I hold out my hand hoping that you’ will

Reach in and hold on to me love,

Iam losing breath , Iam afraid I don’t

Have enough time to live to love you,

Time has eluded me like a lightning strike in the night,

Just don’t let go my love.

Iciwa (Ghost)

In the night she cries

But never dies from the

Pain of being forsaken,

Again the rain washes her

Sullen tears as she stands

Crying in the fading sun.

The blood trail that taints her mind

Mauls the sanctity of the truth she holds,

In the dark she sits on his bedside and

Wishes she were there.

The More

The more you love me,

The more I die inside,

That which you call love is killing me,

And now I can’t live without you,

What have you done to me?

I was warned about people of your kind

But I didn’t take heed of their wise words,

The more you love me,

The more I hate you,

Just let me be,

I love me that way,

In the end your so called love will

Leave us both for dead,

It will fiercely stare at us

At our funeral place,

The more I know you, the more you

Trap me in your solemn world,

Why can’t you love me and not show it?

Hate me and I’ll love you instead,

All I beg of you is not to love me.

Look Into My Eyes

Darken your realm by seeing the truth,

That which I hide from everyone ,

That which will kill me.

Look into my bleeding eyes and

See the pain I’m in,

My bleeding soul has lost its

Blood and now its numb,

Numb to the all the hurting

Of this dimension.

Silent as a grave though I’m,

My soul screams for the clock to stop

And turn back its decisive hands to

Make everything sweet again.

Look into my gloomy eyes

See that my soul has been victimized,

And now it won’t rest in peace,

Deceived by everyone,

I feel betrayed,

Am I living a lie? 

As you look into my eyes don’t be deceived by

The misleading innocence they illuminate,

Dreams of the silhouette saint take over

As night falls.

Misplaced Beauty

Under the shadow of her figurine rests that which

They call beauty, Her facial adornments deceives

Everyone in sight including the wearer of the mask,

In the dark she spends countless hours looking

In the mirror disgusted by the image it reflects,

Mind battles body in everyone’s absence …

He who calls her beautiful wins her mistaken love.