Monday, October 20, 2008

Her Pathos



Her thoughts punctured by her exhausted mind,
Like a vein torn to threads, it bleeds
From the thorns that lay within her,

Her vindictive spirit yells out loud as her
Faith lets up,
The silhouette that she has become
Hides her like a fallen leaf from
An oak tree,

Demons demonstrate their joy by pilhouetting
In her mind as she intimately falls in
Love with her sorrow…She looses
Grip on life as she takes her last breath.

Monday, October 13, 2008

A Lose of Beauty


A dream untold to the dreamers occupies a dark force with
An affinity to eternally remain mystic, Forever lost though
She is she imagines its all unreal.

Her crawling silhouette chases her figuring as she
Sets sail to a world where she’ll be complete,
The mist blurs everything as the labyrinth of her
Life darkens with seclusion.

The verve of her heart’s demise takes the vitality of her being
As she evaporates in the darkness, She sinks below the hollow
Feel as ice is broken by the firestorm of her mind that clots
The thoughts of she.

A cold breeze eats what's left of her as her mind freezes
And breaks apart, Her distant dark passion dies as the
Essence of life is lost in the mountains of fury.

She travels within herself in search of the
Truth that will leave her soul frozen and
   Dismembered by the fatal reality it will reveal.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

The Whispering Pain


A love victimized by the fury of
The darkness splits it into broken
Hearts and takes victor as it
Releases its venom at them,

Their minds turn into stone as they
Resist the pain that lays
Beneath their shattered realm
They once cherished.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

The Mask


Beneath the pain that kissed the hope away,
I smile each day as the sun's rays beam down my soul,
Thou speaketh the tongue of the unknown yet I
Understand thy thoughts that haunt thy,

Let the blade that pierce all known good kill thy pain
And release your heart's bleeding scream for salvation,
At last your face will be seen for the beauty it
Possess and the light will illuminate your
Soul with grace and wisdom.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Broken Wing


Trapped in deep sorrow like a defeated warrior
From a medieval battle,
The arrow of lost love pierced through my wing
And tore off its ligaments,

Thoughts of seeking refuge among the beasts below
Briefly haunt my hollow soul,
As I lose belief I begin to plunge down
Into darkness,

Like an angel you appeared with a sturdy heart
And flu us away to safety,
I’ll forever love you…

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Alone


Beneath the face recognized by
The dark angel lies a shade of sorrow
That seeks salvation from the bloodshed
That chased the light from the once
Sweet life,

Tormented by the emptiness she
Cleanses her mind in its own blood pool
As her heart beats in vain.

She longs for someone to pull her
From the life-gnawing dungeon
That her broken mind created.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

The Silent Words


What I did not say haunts me,
The thoughts that weren’t turned into
Words are slowly killing me,
It’s too late now, I’ve lost the chance
To be who I really Iam,

Guilt and desperation captivate my mind
As I lay here dying all alone,
Thoughts of you give me strength to take
Another breath,
But what I didn’t say is reason enough
For your hating me,

I feared you'd hate me if I had said
What my heart felt, I guess I didn’t trust my
Emotions because my heart isn’t smart,

What I didn’t say is the reason I can’t
Rest in peace, I messed up, I should have told
You, but the fear wouldn’t let me,
I believed them when they said it is a man’s
Weakness to fall in love,

My departure came abruptly, I dearly
Regret not loving you, Please forgive me?
Could you have loved me back?
I guess I’ll never know,

You shouldn’t shade your tears for me,
You will hurt me instead, Its not like you
Loved me,
All I beg of you is to erase me from your
World of splendor,

What I didn’t say made me hate you
Because of what you did to me,
The dreaded thoughts of you and the many sleepless
Nights are testimony to my mental torture,
By the time you read this, I’ll be
Long gone, to the land of the unknown,
Maybe I’ll meet you again…

Monday, July 21, 2008

My Dying Angel


It was a young cold night,
The wind blew viciously,
I Knew something horrible would happen.
The trees swirled from side
to side as their leaves
flew everywhere.
You lay on the straw bed
looking lifeless,
But I've not given up on you.
Thunder abruptly strikes as
flashes of lightning chase away the darkness.
Sheer shivers go down my
spine as you took your last breath,
I knew you'd given up the ghost that moment.
What must I feel now?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Sorrow Takes Over


Her thoughts punctured by her exhausted mind,
Like a vein torn to threads, it bleeds
From the thorns that lay within her,

Her vindictive spirit yells out loud as her
Faith lets up,
The silhouette that she has become
Hides her like a fallen leaf from
An oak tree,

Demons demonstrate their joy by pilhouetting
In her mind as she intimately falls in
Love with her sorrow…She looses
Grip on life as she takes her last breath.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Fading Susie


She talks to the owls and sleeps on the wall,
Her silhouette only appears in the absence of light
When she’s all alone.

She walks backwards to deceive they that hunter her soul,
She wants to be alive but without breathing and feeling,
Her conscience fades with the coming of her dark friend
Who will take her home.

She follows the fairies through the maze of her mind
Where she lays confused and disillusioned,
The hypnotic glowing eyes in the bush call for her presence
As she fades to a world of darkness.

The truth whispers silence as she longs to uncover
The façade of her wounded heart,
At the sight of the truth she stumbles and falls in love
With a mystic face of doom she knows not.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Don’t Let Go



Hold on to me love as I fall in love with my own sorrow,
Hold on to what we have for I will forever remain numb,
Keep my head above the water’s surface before I drown
Me in the pain again,

The debris of my broken heart isn’t too far apart,
So just hold on love,

The fear of loosing you deprives me of sweet sleep,
Loosing grip on a thing they call love, my heart has
Turned into sheer stone,

As I drown me in a lake of fear and misery,
I hold out my hand hoping that you’ will
Reach in and hold on to me love,

Iam losing breath , Iam afraid I don’t
Have enough time to live to love you,
Time has eluded me like a lightning strike in the night,
Just don’t let go my love.