Tainted Soul

As night breaks,

My life begins to crumble

And all hope fades to dust,

I knock on heavens door

Hoping for hells angel to ease my sorrow,

Now and forever I hope she comes tomorrow.

Thoughts far beyond this life

Encroach my mind, its shadow I must follow.

My dead heart beats thump,

Life's promise will never reign,

Deep breaths relinquish this mindless cancer,

Like fallen hail, my heart has sunken

Beneath this heathen soil,

Spoiled with grief this life's bliss

Is tainted with the solemness of days.

The hell raiser sees his rise

As the blade divides my torsal,

The warmth of my scarlet rinse

Is forever lost, like death life is forever lost,

And I am too.

Misery's Visage

Smothered by soreness
Mothered by pain,
The sting of numbness gains,
Tears plunge so steep,
This sorrow I can't tame,
Todays chaos has tainted hearts,
Tortured souls and brought life to its knees.
Life like death has a face
This is it...

Today our solidarity,
Our fate and fortitude
Tasted the bitter tang
Of man's iniquity,
For once were lost like sheep,
Our light glows without admiration,
Forces known to steal our cause,
Have come to paint the sky dark,
Today the brute in man was seen.

Despite this odium,
Our cause will gain strength,
Our unity will hold with truth,
They that will cry will be calmed,
In us a victor is born,
We will reflect and not forget
The gloomy duo acts
Of he who calls himself right.
Will forever burn in us.

Revulsion will not glue
Our broken hearts,
For once man holds no answer,
Time will see us through
This dark age of silence.

Reflections

Ocean waves groove to the beats
And tones of an unspoken breeze,
Like whispers it all fades to silence,
Life drifts silently with a heart untouched
I wonder how it ever came to this
When sweetness became too sweet
And when life gave me its best,
I closed my eyes and lost it all.

Dazing in whirling reflections
Of the inner ache
That gains life when I have no mind to kiss,
No moon to hold and no heart to keep,
I wonder how it came to this
Beat down like unwilling drums
A heart beat has never been this numb
Crushed in the essence of its core
My mind has never been this lost
Still I wonder how it came to this.

Falling Leaves (Haiku)

Leaves of an oak tree - -
Fall painting the earth auburn.
Steadily they fall.

Eternal Wellaway

Poised in its fate,
Thy heart bequeaths
With sheer gloom…
For thy spirit lives
In a fortress touched
With devotion and all
Hex of blessings.

Thy mortal soul tholes
In thorns of whilom tears,
Thine puissant gardyloo of ruth
Bends light shun by the fie suns.
Sith thine fall of grief,
Thy heart knows no love,
Thy soul burns in odium,
Thy mind sees no day.

Shattering sweven,
Broken hope:
Fear gnaws thy joy
And I slumber in its darkness,
With endless pain
Thou wast without a heart
Is what thou hast become.
Thou dost a heart for thee?
Thou be’st a slayer of thee!
Thou aye, thou…
Gaze into thy eyne?
Kiss thy wish with glee!

Dawn of Meaninglessness

One by one
My acid tears fall,
Like hail they fall,
Who told the night to kill?
Lifeless veins of lost time
Steal the verve to breathe,
Without meaning it takes life.

Blood on my mind,
Fear on the floor,
This sorrow is my own,
It pours out leaving chills
And a void of torment,
For the life that once was,
For the child that once cried
Time has burnt her heart
And eaten her memories...
Without cause it kills.

The promise to reminisce
On the bright days we touched,
The young life you lived,
You sit crying on the shoulder
Of the angel with dark wings.
Forsaken by life,
Treasured by strife,
Mothered by this knife,
Yet loved by grief.

Still darkness rises
Like dew its stab will die,
Eternal silence befalls,
Sleep my fallen child,
Dream like a nightingale
And hold still your heart
In this silent gale of dead
And forsaken emotions.

One day...
Your heart will beat,
Like before your eyes
Will dry and bare witness
To the beauty of yore,
The ache of your soul
Will seal with a life unbroken.

Divine Rising (Haiku)

In sheer blue skies,
She stands with pride of the gods,
Her beauty I like.

Hearts To Kiss (Tanka)

A sensual warmth,
Covers soul with honesty:
Heaven within me.
Hearts cleansed in fine honey --
Beats but with one strong rhythm.

Futile Beauty!

When the moon slept,
We wept more,
I wept endlessly,
Even the sun does not have a beauty as her’s,
Her voice mistaken by many for a fine harp’s tune,
Your body admired by all the men in the streets,
A mind only loved by me; the victim of your heart’s numbness.
Your heart cold as steel stole the only warmth I have.
My pride, my wife, and my soul you were in my dreams.

When your eyes closed never to open again
I wept more,
More than everyone you knew
The most expensive jewels cannot match her beauty,
No woman can weigh against the splendor she held;
Her slender hips,
Her luscious lips,
Her immensely proportional body:
Is the pride of a mindless woman!
She was such.

To die in your heart I wished
Tomorrow's promise broke
Today’s misery is all you left
And I kept my heart broken when you lost you.
Unlike the diamonds she wore, her beauty is mortal
Her mind tainted by the wounds of self,
My morn remains unheard at your funeral,
My tears are unnoticed in this rain you’ve left me in,
A hollow heart you had,
A soulless body you carried,
Now I wonder what I saw in you!
Was I blinded by your senseless figuring?

Our Little Immortality

Cascading emotions reign
And soak our hearts in its gain,
Tears trickle down with pleasure again...
As pain divulges a fresh verve of what begun,
A seed, a souvenir of time: this is an endowment of our union.

With a weep of joy
She is revealed with much awe,
She is our endearing toy to cherish without coy,
Years past, days to come we shall embrace her warm say,
Scent of frankincense marks the hour with an endless memory.

In her eyes truth lives on,
Her mind so pure lures grins like the moon’s,
Charming giggles blur our tongues with words unknown,
She speaks glee and flees with mirth; wobbling with every angelic stride’s rising,
Delightful hymns from a world unknown
Yet ones’ soul rhymes in life’s howl for continuation.

A Heart’s Glory (haiku)

Today I woke up,
Thinking about your beauty,
And the heart you hold.

I wondered for long--
Without you in my thoughts,
I felt dead inside.

You alone own my heart
With your glossy scarlet lips,
That I must taste.

Tomorrow will bring
Us much closer than ever
And I’ll kiss your heart.

So pure, so bare
Let the moonshine guide us
To where bliss is queen.

With you I can feel
And heal any known soreness,
My soul you can keep.